Let's See:
Sunday: Worked 2-8:30... and then went to Samantha's w/ some of the girls to watch the Grammys. Only stayed for about 30 mins. cuz' of the intense IceStorm... and then came home and went to sleep.
Monday: Woke up early to Samantha's call... and some of the girls went to Sarah Davids to make Valentines Morning Breakfeast <3* It was cute.. and good. LoL. Afterwards I went and visited Nina becuase she had just got her Wisdom Teeth out.. and so I stayed there with her funny druged up ass for about a Hr. and then I tanned and dropped off my car at the collsiion place to get fixed, and had to work 6-10:30.. I came home and went to bed.
Tuesday: Woke up went to Suzettes with the girls for a little... had lunch w/ my mom.. got my hair cut. Hit up the game with Canids & Megan.. left @ half time.. then partied @ Samms. It was tight untill it had to end cuz her dad found out. After that I drove Megan and Candis to Tom Spears house.. stayed for a good 20 mins. and then left and came back here to stay the night. *SaraH Davids Bday* =) .. Jessi & Sarahs Party.. LoL*... and me & S.Bidoul drank BooNes FarM. =)
Wednesday: Woke up and cleaned the house.. and continued to pack. *Since we are moving in our new condo on March 10th* =( And then went with my mother, dropped off my film, and ate sum BdUbz. Came home and packed more, and then worked 6-10:30. Came home... and yep. Went to bed. Im a champ.
Thursday: Woke up and cleaned and packed... went and got my car. Had lunch with Ash & mom.. got an oil change, and hit up LakeSide to go sum SpringBreak shopping =)... didn't buy too much, but It was nice.  Afterwards I had to work 6:30-8:15.. got off a lill early, rushed to Ninas to watch the O.C.. hell next week will be hella good.. went out for IceCream with Candis & NeeaN.. then came home and chilled... fell asleep at like 11:30.. lmao.
ToDaY(FriDaY): Got up early cuz I'm pretty sick, and I have killer cramps. Napped around for a while.. probably just going to chill all day.. and then I have to work 4-10:30.. which im pissed becuase I wanted to go to the game tonight @ Mott. Oh well. =(
.. Tomorrow I have to work 4-10:30.. and I have a Bball Game @ 1:00...
... Sunday I have to work 2-8:30... and then pass out and cry that school is here again. Oh Well. I doubt i'll be tired cuz all's i did all break is basically sleep. <3* Love you all.
<3* Nataley.

Well it's been a long while since an update.
I spend most of my days/nights @ work.
Monday, Wednesday, Thursday & Saturday morning I work @ the Rec Center.
Occasionally Tuesdays, Saturday nights, & Sundays.. I work @ Bellacinos Pizza.
When i'm not at work I'm doing my homework, that is by far getting heavier and heavier each night.
I've came down with some kind of cold. I didn't go to school today.
I got my nose pierced last Friday. and having a cold sucks, cuz' it's trying to heal and i cant bloww my nose. ew.
Sweet heart is on Friday. I'm going with Joey Pietro.. and we are going to have so much fun. At 5:00 Me Joe, Sar Robbie, Marybeth Frank, and Keith & Candis, and hopefully Nina & Quinton are coming here, and then at 5:30 we are going to Anthonys for group pictures. Hopefully there will be a party afterwards, I havent heard anything yet.
Yesterday I picked up our PepRally shirts. They are so tight. We are gonna look hot as hell. =)
Peprally is on Thursday.. Im so pumped.. I hope I start to feel better.
The puppy is getting SO big, SO fast.
2 weekends ago me & ryan fast got into a huge brawl... it was a drunken brawl... then last weekend at Nikkis we made up.. it was a drunken make up.. so we are on good speaking terms once again.
Mr. Amann makes me sit by the kid who picks his nose and wipes it on the desk. It does make me nasueaus.
Oh.. the highlight of my past few days:
Kurtis: "Natalie you don't have to be worried that I would hurt you, I'm not like that, that's the last thing I wanna do"
Natalie: "Okay, but lets stil takes things slow"
Kurtis: *IGNORING MY CALLS* Has Chelsea Shwink over before the game on Friday.
Natalie: *CONFRONTING HIM* "So how are you are Shwink.. i didn't know you 2 were together."
Kurtis: "Were not, I don't know what's going on."
Natalie: "Ohh okay."
----- after the game-----
Natalie: "Hey wanna hang out me you quinton and nina and just chill?"
Kurtis: "Sure let me shower and eat ill call u in 30 mins."
Natalie: *WAITING 1 hr. and 30 mins.* "Hey did you still wanna chill"
Kurtis: "Ugh, No, my head hurts reall bad and im just gonna stay at home."
Natalie: "W.e" * and we had a argument*
------- The next night-------
Chelsea: "Natalie I didn't know you were w/ Kurtis, yesterday when you called and he said his head hurt, he was sitting with me, we had hung out all night."
HAHAH FUCK BITCHES, AND ASS HOLES.

i don't want to update. but something is on my mind and it's bothering me.
.... i don't even want to talk about it.
but all i would like to say is. i refuse to be around that. and i'm not stupid.
i'm also so incredably suprised at how stupid others can be.
thanks for your time.
<3* natalie lang.

This weekend. Was good. And very productive.
And... next weekend is utill Monday.
.... Mid-Terms.... =(
Just leave me alone that week.. and then
start our friendship again Friday afternoon.
Thanks <3*

So schools been hectic.. but that's not unusual.

Latley, i've been very upset.
I can't handle girls anymore.
I cannot handle people being mean to other people who might not look as 'good' as they believe themselves to be... or who arent as anerexicly skinny, tann, naturally beautifull, perfect hair, nice clothes, cute shoes, designer purse... you get the picture.
I can't handle girls denying talking shit. Face it, every girl has.. and will talk shit about someone else. Just admitt it when it happens.
I can't handle girls lieing. Lieing about things they've said, their past, their day... acting scandalis, pretending like what is going on underneath their nose dosent even phase them.
I can't handle my desire to go back and change whatever it was to make my/our future this way... How much do I miss you....
"I've never had a best friend my entire life.. noone who was ever always there for me... "
---I guess I/we was/were nothing, but a tag along for 10 years. And god damn how does that break my heart.
Oh well.. I guess there is really nothing I can do....

I guess this here made me smile 10 million miles.
Carl G 4123: i love you more u sexy bia
NaTTieBaBie 3304: Aww.. :-*
Carl G 4123: :-*:-*:-* (millions of kisses for you) even on the ears:-*
<33* I love my baby Carl.. how cute is he.

<3* Love You.
.SweetHeart. Feburary 4th, 2005.....

Yah. my other fish died today.
I'm sad.
School starts back tomorrow.
I'm also sad.
I want to be with him so bad...
I'm once again... sad.

But i'm happy that it is 2005..
and that means, I can try to do better than last year.
Well i'll try.

Pointless entry.
<3*

R.I.P Bernard. *The Fish*

Im going to miss you. I barley had enough time to get to know you!!
At least your happy in fish heaven.. and Pokie misses you too.. he dosent swim as much with you gone. =(

I kno i'm lame.. but my fish love me. and.. I love them.

I hope everyone had a great christmas =)
I sure did... even tho I was lonley, and jelous watching Ashley & Jake.. soo happy.

I worked this morning at 8. Only untill 2. It was so slow.
Nico, Bryan & I did absolutley nothing.
Afterwards I attempted shopping, but got frusterated with the line of returns.
Then I went to Target and got Courtney & Samantha something little.
Stopped @ Courtneys to give her an Early BdaY gift because she'll be UpNorth. =( Im gonna miss her.
Came down with a KiLLer Headache.. and now i'm sitting home sippin on my Latte from DeeBees.

Tomorrow is Samanthas bday. She wants us girls all to go out to lunch.
I'm getting up early to go shopping =)
Don't work again for a while.. waiting to find out if i'll get laid off.
Should know by the New Year.
 
Other than that. I really just want... 1 thing that Santa forgot...
**... Someone to Love me... and to hold me in their arms...**
I feel as if, i'll never find any one... ever.... =( And some people say having boyfriends are just a extra stresser..
Well If anything, i'd rather find out... by actully expierencing.. for just one time. =(

I'm done with all my shopping.
We had 1/2 girls night Wednesday, and had dinner @ The Olive Garden, and then exchanged gifts at Courtneys.
I got the greatest gifts from Candis. A pair of Mockasins from Target, A pair of tight ass shoes from GadZookS, and a TracK JackeT from Hollister. =) And... the 2 cutest little GoldFish EVER!! =) Bernard and Pokie. I LOVE CANDIS.. shes my Best Friend.
Tonight the kiddies came over.. once again. We just chilled as usual..
I got my hair re-highlighted today.. and picked up my check.
Tomroow I'm getting up early to cash my check, and get my nails done. Then I have to work 1-7, and then going to my Uncles for a family party.
Then Mid-Night Mass with Cuzin Michael @ St.Clemens.. and then home to sleep, and hope Santa Clause comes!! =)

Have a Very Merry Christmas. <3*
*NataLeY*

Yesterday I went too the mall. Bought some of my mother present, and bought 4 shirts for Diana for her Mike, and bought 2 shirts for Joey baby.
Afterwards I just hung around... and then I worked from 4-11. And by far, it was mad crazy. Ughh. I'm so glad I dont have to go back untill Friday.
Today Im bout to go get ready. And then go to SomerSet with Ashley. Almost finish up my mothers christmas gift. Then i'm going to go to the Soup Kitchen with my mom and drop some sweaters off, and then go up to the Mall to exchange the gift I got for Candis, and get her something else. And look for something else for Nina, maybe at Old Navy?

<3* Mwah.
.. I'm so excited for girls night tomorrow night. I just cannot wait. =)

Okay, so i've been thinking for a few New Years Resolutions:

• Loose Weight.. Like 30lbs. min.
• Work harder at school.. becuase I'm not doing well enough for her.
• Be carefree.. AkA. Only stress out over school, Leadership, Work & Hmwk. Not boys, and other girls starting drama and draging it into my life.
• Get another job...
• Try that thing... "Not talking about other people behinde their backs..."
• Get rid of this horribe language I speak... AkA. Screw the swearing.
• Cut down wearing sweat pants and 'scrub' clothes to only 3 times a week.. not all 5 days. Haha. That might just be the hardest
• Save money for CanCun next year.
  I need to get rid of a few.. becuase well that is ALOT of them. Haha. I guess i'm a pretty bad person.

So, this week was rather fun. Monday & Tuesdays had feildtrips. Oh boy, what was I thinking. I got SO behinde in all my classes.
Wednesday I did Hmwk. till' I went to work from 6-11 and then stayed up till 4:30 doing Hmwk.
Today I did more Hmwk. and had Bball practice from 6-7. Finally i'm all caught up. Expect i'm about to fail my government test tomorrow. Eekk.
Tomroow I really wanted to go to the game, but I have to work 5-close. Saturday I work 10-4, and Sunday from 4-9. Hm.. other than that. I'm so excited that we are about to have 2 weeks off of school.. how sweet. =)
<3* Ich Liebe Sie.

Today was good.
Mac/Sac foreign exchange luncheon @ the Ford House.
Met some really awesome people, who have alot to offer.
Went to Somerset with my mother.. bought the rest of my Leaderships' Secret Santa Gift.
Saw Nikki Capero(sp.) <3 her. =)

Tomorrow should be sweet.
Frankenmuth w/ German.
All day untill about 4:30.
Basketball Game @ ClinotonDale.

So everytime I go to the mall.
I see the cutest girls dateing the cutest guys.
And they are both so happy.
And so in love.
And i'm so jelous.

This weekend wasn't half bad. Well, actully it was sorta boring, and i'm still sick. So Yah.
Friday just went to the game, and to Suzettes after to eat pizza w/ everyone.
Satuday worked 10-4. And then chilled w/ Joey & Frank.
Sunday Softball Tournament from 8am.-9pm. @ the SilverDome.

So really. I've been thinking that I'm happy the weekend is coming, but also kinda pissed, because it's gonna suck.
Friday.. The bball Game @ Fitz should be tight..
Saturday I gotta work 10-4..
Sunday I have a Softball Tournament all day.. from like 8-8.. Not looking forward to that.. at all.
Monday I have a feild trip for MAC/SAC. Which i'm really excited about.
Tuesday I have a feild trip to Frankenmuth for German.. which i'm also really excited about. =) LoL..
Throughout that week is Secret Santa for Leadership.. I got sucha tight person.
Then I'm just so glad to get out for 2 weeks. Holy Hell, that is ALONG time.

I get paid tomroow. And I have to still buy for the following:
Nina(friend secret santa) Leadership Secret Santa, My Mother, Jake, Joey Pietro. Samm & Court bday gifts.
Holy Cow, that is alot of people.

Today I went to SomerSet w/ Ashely. Found nothing for my mother. Our idea was shut down by the price.
Went to the Volleyball Scrimmage with Samantha.. wow, i've never seen so much camel toe. Haha. Eww. LoL But they did really good.
Did Lots and Lots of homework.. As usual.
Hit up Target to buy gifts for the foreign exchange student luncheon on Monday.
Went to K-Mart with my mother.
Talked with Matthew, Pietro, Candis & Bryan.
And studied for Government.

</3* Love You. Hope everyone who is sick/depressed/saddend feels better.

As always. I've been super busy.
School continues to get harder and harder.
The days become more stressfull.. and alot more is put into my schedule.
I'm so glad I get paid on Thursday.

I'm sad that I took tomroow off.. and then my schedule changed, and I could've ended up working.
I'm going xmas shopping tomorrow with my sister, for my mother.

Well I wanna go to the CL vs. WM bball game tonight.
But noone to go with. Oh how I wish I still had 3 Best Friends...

The past 2 days have been rather sad.
Monday was the 3 year.. of my father. Harder than ever for me. I thought it was gonna get easier.
And today is the 3 month of Sweet Schulte... Bless You #54.. forever in our hearts. =(
I love you </3*